spontaneous - thanks for correcting/enlarging what i said, and so sorry for your troubles (and aggravations on top of them). And 3+ cheers for your doctor!
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It's reported that Bourdain had a deep fear of Switzerland. He never wanted to film an episode there due to internal conflicts with everything Swiss... How this contributed to his decision to end life would be an interesting view on his disease....
https://rd.com/culture/anthony-bourdain-scared-of-switzerland/